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2010-03-19T16:42:00.003+08:00

"...And I'll forget the world I once knew,
But I swear I won't forget you,
Oh if my voice can reach back through the past,
I'd whisper in your ear,
Darling I wish you were here.
"

♥

2010-03-09T23:00:00.002+08:00

Heyyy readers!
It's Hean Tee here...
I'm currently taking over Vern Ern's blog!
Because she...............................

DIED!

So...
I will be blogging for her..

Take care readers!

...
..
.

Love Drunk!

2009-11-09T17:38:00.009+08:00

Celebrated my birthday on.. my birthday with my family.

At some place called El Mando Pizza for dinner.

yours truly.

what the place looks like.

Ate chicken corbin blue.

my bro had pasta.

my mom ordered pizza.

Free birthday cake.

finished off with ice cream.

in the car on the way back.

♥

Speak up.. your silence is killing me.

2009-11-07T14:02:00.005+08:00

Readers!

I wanna introduce you to my baby! =D

It's a female.

With two absolutely adorable eyes.

One very pink tongue..

and a very very wet nose!

Everyone,

meet FAITH!

My first ever puppy! =D

Her previous owner named her Diamond.

But as it is also Sue's dog's name.

We changed it to Faith.

I wanted to call her Demi.

as in Demi Loh-vato.

Butbutbut!

My mum says Demi sounds like 'damn me'

so.. yeahhh..

Faith.

My mum's idea.

It's a golden retriver puppy.

Born on August 18th.

8-18 thats how i remember.

Its around 2months old.

enough said.

here are the pictures.

On her very first day with us.

her tail!

Her paw =P

I love it!

her previous owner wasn't ready to let her go.

She took my e-mail to check up on her every now and then.

She's very playful.

We are still trying to train her and stuff.

That's all =)

♥iloveyou.

Run baby Run..

2009-11-06T21:44:00.005+08:00

Octoberfest!

31st October.

Malaysian German Society.

Actually it started at seven

but we went there at nine

as I wanted to go for

the 'Trick or Treat party' @ FGA.

Dragged Xing with me =P

Will update about it later.

later.

Well..

When we reach there,

there were still many people there.

First thing we did was to BUY FOOD! =D

German food taste awesome!

especially the sausages.

Tried Euro-Deli.

just by looking at it now makes my mouth waters.

People who were kind enough to go with me! =D

xingxing

heantee

after we ate.

we..

danced.

it was crazy.

the dance floor.

xing and me!

heantee and I.

On tiptoes trying to look taller.

Thats how short I am.

Group pic!

This pic just make me smile.

Dropped xing.

ran into her house to get some...

choco-balls she made!

And it was freaking awesome!

Thanks xingxing~

we love it!

thanks heantee and xingxing for accompanying me!

i love you guys!

♥

A thousand miles...

2009-09-23T00:33:00.003+08:00

To realize
The value of a sister
Ask someone
Who doesn't have one.

To realize
The value of ten years:
Ask a newly
Divorced couple.

To realize
The value of four years:
Ask a graduate.

To realize
The value of one year:
Ask a student who
Has failed a final exam.

To realize
The value of nine months:
Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born.

To realize
The value of one month:
Ask a mother
who has given birth to
A premature baby.

To realize
The value of one week:
Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realize
The value of one hour:
Ask the lovers who are waiting to Meet.

To realize
The value of one minute:
Ask a person
Who has missed the train, bus or plane.

To realize
The value of one-second:
Ask a person
Who has survived an accident...

To realize
The value of one millisecond:
Ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics

Time waits for no one.

To realize the value of a friend:
Lose one.

♥ If u love something...let it go.

If it comes back to you its yours....
If it doesn't then it never was.

You and I... ♥

2009-09-21T21:10:00.004+08:00

An e-mail from my aunty from Canada.

read this story until the end.
It is such an eye opener.

Just two years after our marriage,
hubby brought up the idea of asking Mother
to move from the rural hometown
and spend her remaining years with us.

Hubby's father passed away
while he was still very young.
Mother endured much hardship
and struggled all on her own to provide for him,
see him through to a university degree.

You could say that she suffered
a great deal
and did everything
you could expect of a woman
to bring hubby
to where he is today.

I immediately agreed
and started packing the spare room,
which has a balcony
facing the South
to let her enjoy the sunshine
and plant greenery.

Hubby stood in the bright room,
and suddenly just picked me up
and started spinning me
round and round.

As I begged him to put me down,
he said: "Lets go fetch mother."
Hubby is tall and big sized
and I love to rest on his chest
and enjoy the feeling
that he could pick me up
at any moment
to put the tiny me into his pockets.

Whenever we have an argument
and both refuses to back down,
he would pick me up
and spin me over his head
continuously
until I surrender
and beg for mercy.

I became addicted
to this kind of panic-joy feeling.

Mother brought along
her countryside habits
and lifestyle with her.

For example;
I am so used to buying flowers
to decorate the living room,
she could not stand it
and would comment:
"I do not know how you young people spend your money,
why do you buy flowers for?
You also can't eat flowers!"

I smiled and said:
"Mum, with flowers in the house,
our mood will also become better."

Mother continues to grumble away,
and hubby smiled:
"Mum, this is a city-people's habit;
slowly you will get use to it."

Mother stopped saying anything.
But every time thereafter,
whenever came home with flowers,
she would ask me how much it costs.

I told her
and she would shake her head
and express displeasure.

Sometimes,
when I come home with lots of shopping bags,
she would ask
each and every item how much they cost,
I would tell her honestly
and she would get even more upset about it.

Hubby playfully pinched my nose
and said:
"You little fool,
just don't tell her the full price of everything would solve it."

There begins the friction to our otherwise happy lifestyle.

Mother hates it most
when hubby wakes up early to prepare the breakfast.

In your view,
how could the man of the house cook for the wife?

At the breakfast table,
mother facial expression
is always like the dark clouds before a thunderstorm
and I would pretend not to notice.

She would use her chopsticks
and make a lot of noise with it
as her silent protest.

As I am a dance teacher in the Children's Palace
and am exhausted from along day of dancing around,
I do not wish to give up the luxury
of that additional few minutes in the comfort of my bed
and hence I turned a deaf ear to all the protest mother makes.

From time to time,
mother would help out with some housework,
but soon
her help created additional work for me.

For example:
she would keep all kinds of plastic bags
accumulating them
so that she sell them later on,
and resulted in our house being filled with all the trash bags;
she would scrimp on dish washing detergent
when helping to wash the dishes
and so as not to hurt her feelings,
I would quietly wash them again.

One day,
late at night,
mother saw me quietly washing the dishes,
and "Bam" she slams her bedroom door
and cried very loudly in her room.

Hubby was placed in a difficult position,
and after that,
he did not speak to me for that entire night.

I pretended to be a spoilt child,
tried acting cute,
but he totally ignored me....

I got mad and asked him:
"What did I do wrong?"
Hubby stared at me
and said:
"Can't you just give in to her once?

"We couldn't possibly die eating from a bowl
however unclean it is,
right?"

After that incident,
for a long period of time,
mother did not speak to me
and you can feel that there is a very awkward feeling
hanging in the house.

During that period of cold war,
hubby was caught in dilemma
as to who to please.

In order to stop her son from having to prepare breakfast,
mother took on the "all important" task
of preparing breakfast
without any prompting.

At the breakfast table,
mother would look at hubby happily eating his breakfast
and cast that reprimanding stare at me
for having failed to perform my duty as a wife.

To avoid the embarrassing breakfast situation,
I resorted to buying my own breakfast
on my way to work.

That night,
while in bed,
hubby was a little upset and asked me:
"LD,
is it because you think that mum's cooking is not clean
that's why you chose not to eat at home?"

He then turned his back on me
and left me alone in tears
as feeling of unfairness overwhelmed me.

After some time,
hubby sighed:
"LD,
just for me,
can you have breakfast at home?"

I am left with no choice
but to return to the breakfast table.

The next morning,
I was having porridge prepared by mother
and I felt a sudden churn in my stomach
and everything inside seem to be rushing up my throat.

I tried to suppress the urge to throw up
but I could not.

I threw down the bowl,
rushed into the washroom,
and vomited everything out..

Just as I was catching my breath,
I saw mother crying
and grumbling very loudly in her dialect,
hubby was standing at the washroom doorway
staring at me with fire burning in his eyes....

I opened my mouth
but no words came out of it,
I really did not mean it.

We had our very first big fight that day;
mother took a look at us,
then stood up
and slowly made her way out of the house.

Hubby gave me a final stare in the eye
and followed mother down the stairs.

For three days,
hubby did not return home,
not even a phone call.

I was so furious,
since mother arrived;
I had been trying my best
and putting up with her,
what else do you want me to do?

For no reason,
I keep having the feeling to throw up
and I simply have not appetite for food,
coupled with all the events happening at home,
I was at then low point in my life..

Finally,
a colleague said:
"LD,
you look terrible;
you should go and see a doctor."

The doctor confirmed that I am pregnant.

Now it became clear to me
why I threw up that fateful morning,
a sense of sadness floated
through that otherwise happy news.

Why didn't hubby,
and mother
who had been through this before,
thought of the possibility of this
being the reason that day?

At the hospital entrance,
I saw my hubby standing there.

It had only been three days,
but he looked haggard.
I had wanted to turn and leave,
but one look at him
and my heart soften,
I couldn't resist and called out to him.

He followed my voice
and finally found me
but he pretended that he doesn't know me;
he has that disgusted look in his eyes
that cut right through my heart.

I told myself not to look at him anymore,
and hailed a cab.

At that moment,
I have such a strong urge inside me
to shout to my hubby:
"Darling, I am having your baby!"
and have him lift me up
and spin me around in circles of joy.

What I wanted didn't happen
and as I sat in the cab,
my tears started rolling down.

Why?
Why our love couldn't even withstand
the test of one fight?

Back home,
I lay on the bed thinking about my hubby,
and the disgusted look in his eyes.

I cried
and wet the corner of the blanket.

That night,
sound of the drawers opening woke me up.

I switched on the lights
and I saw hubby with tears rolling down his face.

He was removing the money.
I stared at him in silence;
he ignored me,
took the bank deposit book
and some money
and left the house.

Maybe he really intends
to leave me
for good.

What a rational man,
so clear-cut in love
and money matters.

I gave a few dried laugh
and tears starting streaming down again.

The next day,
I did not go to work.
I wanted to clear this out
and have a good talk with hubby.

I reached his office
and his secretary gave me a weird look
and said:
"Mr. Tan's mother had a traffic accident
and is now in the hospital."

I stood there in shock.

I rushed to the hospital
and by the time I found hubby,
mother had already passed away.

Hubby did not look at me,
his face was expressionless.

I stared at mother's pale white and thin face
and I couldn't control the tears in my eyes.

My god,
how could this happen?

Throughout the funeral,
hubby did not say a single word to me,
with only the occasional disgusted stare at me.

I only managed to find out
brief facts
about the accident
from other people.

That day,
after mother left the house,
she walked in dazed toward the bus stop,
apparently intending to go back to her old house
back in the countryside.

As hubby ran after her,
she tried to walk faster
and as she tried to cross the street,
a public bus and hit her...

I finally understood
how much hubby must hate me,
if I had not thrown up that morning,
if we had not quarreled,
if....

In his heart,
I am indirectly,
the killer of his mother.

Hubby moved into mother's room
and came home every night
with a strong liquor smell on him.

And me,
I am buried under guilt
and self-pity
and could hardly breathe.

I wanted to explain to him,
tell him
that we are going to have our baby soon,
but each time,
I saw the dead look in his eyes,
all the words I have
at the brink of my mouth
just fell back in.

I had rather he hit me real hard
or give me a big and thorough scolding
though none of these events happening
had been my fault at all.

Many days of suffocating silence went by.
and as the days went by,
hubby came home later and later.

The deadlock between us continued,
we were living together
like strangers
who don't know each other.

I am like the dead knot in his heart.

One day,
I passed by a western restaurant,
looking into the glass window,
saw hubby and a girl
sitting facing each other
and he very lightly brushed her hair for her,
I understood what it meant.

After recovering from that moment of shock,
I entered the restaurant,
stood in front of my hubby
and stared hard at him,
not a tear in my eye.

I have nothing to say to him,
and there is no need to say anything.

The girl looked at me,
looked at hubby,
stands up
and wanted to go,
hubby stretched out his hand
and stopped her.

He stared back at me,
challenging me.

I can only hear my slow heart beat,
beating,
one by one
as if at the brink of death.

I eventually backed down,
if I had stood that any longer,
I will collapse together
with the baby inside me.

That night,
he did not come home;
he had chosen to use that
as a way to indicate to me:
Following mother's death
so did our love for each other.

He did not come home anymore after that.

Sometimes,
when I returned home from work,
I can tell that the cupboard had been touched -
he had returned to take some of his stuff.

I no longer wish to call him;
the initial desire to explain
everything to him
vanished.

I lived alone;
I go for my medical checkups alone,
my heart breaks again and again
every time I see a guy carefully helping his wife
through the physical examination.

My office colleagues hinted to me
to consider aborting the baby,
I told them
No, I will not..

I insisted on having to this baby,
perhaps it is my way of repaying mother
for causing her death.

One day,
I came home
and I saw hubby
sitting in the living room.

The whole house
was filled with cigarette smoke.

On the coffee table,
there was this piece of paper.

I know what it is all about
without even looking at it.

In the two months plus of living alone,
I have gradually learned
to find peace within myself.

I looked at him,
removed my hat
and said:
"You wait a while, I will sign."

He looked at me,
mixed feelings in his eyes,
just like mine.

As I hang up my coat,
I keep repeating to myself
"You cannot cry, you cannot cry...."
my eyes hurt terribly,
but I refused to let tears fall.

After I hung up my coat,
hubby's eyes stared fixed
at my bulging tummy.
I smiled,
walked over to the coffee table
and pulled the paper towards me.

Without even looking at what it says,
I signed my name on it
and pushed the paper to him.

"LD, are you pregnant?"

Since mother's accident,
is is the first time he spoke to me.
I could not control my tears any further
and they fell like raindrops.

I said:
"Yes, but its ok,
you can leave now."

He did not go.

In the dark,
we sat, facing each other.

Hubby slowly
moved over me,
his tears wet the blanket.

In my heart,
everything seems so far away,
so far
that even if I sprint,
I could never reach them.

I cannot remember
how many times he repeated
"sorry"
to me.

I had originally thought
that I would forgive him,
but now I can't.

In the western restaurant,
in front of that girl,
that cold look in his eyes,
will haunt me forever.

We have drawn such deep scars in each other's heart.

I had been waiting for
this moment of reconciliation,
but now I realized,
what had gone past is gone forever
and will never come back.

I was very cold towards him,
I no longer eat anything he buys for me,
I don't take any presents from him
and I stopped talking to him.

From the moment
I signed on that piece of paper,
marriage and love
had vanished from my heart.

Sometimes,
hubby will try to come into the bedroom,
but when he walks in,
I will walk out to the living room.

He had no choice
but to sleep in mother's room.

Sometimes,
at night,
from his room,
I can hear light sounds of groaning.

This used to be his trick;
whenever I ignore him,
he would fake illness
and I will surrender
to find out what is wrong with him,
he would then grab me and laugh.

Hubby's groaning came
on and off continuously.

Almost everyday,
he would buy something for the baby,
infant products,
and children's books.

Bags and bags of it
stacked inside his room.

I know he is trying to use this
to reach out to me,
but I am no longer moved by his actions.

He has no choice
but to lock himself in his room
and I can hear him typing away,
maybe he is now addicted to web surfing
but none of that matters to me anymore.

It was some time,
towards the end of Spring
in the following year,
one late night,
a sudden stomach pain caused me to scream.
hubby came rushing into the room,
its like he did not sleep,
and had been waiting for this moment.

He carried me
and ran down the stairs,
stopped a car,
holding my hand very tightly ,
hroughout the journey to the hospital.

At the hospital,
he carried me
and hurried into the delivery suite.

Lying down,
a thought crossed my mind.

who else would love me as much as he did?

Coming out of the delivery room,
hubby looked at our son and me,smiling.

I reached out
and touched his hand..

Hubby looked at me,
smiling
and then..
he slowly collapsed onto the floor.

I cried out for him in pain...
e smiled,
but without opening his eyes.

I have never felt a deeper pain
cutting through my body at that moment.

Doctor said
when he finally discovered he had liver cancer,
5months ago,
it was already in terminal stage
and it was a miracle
that he managed to last this long.

and consoled me saying:
"Prepare for his funeral."

I disregarded the nurse's objection
and rushed home,
I went into his room
and checked his computer,
and a suffocating pain hits me.

Hubby's cancer was discovered 5 months ago,
his groaning was real, and..
I had thought that...

the computer showed
over 200 thousand words
he wrote for our son:

"just for you,
I have persisted,
to be able to take a look at you
before I fall..."

I know that in your life,
you will have many happiness
and maybe some setbacks,
if only I can accompany you
throughout that journey,
how nice would it be..

But daddy now no longer has this chance.

Do love your mother,
she has suffered,
she is the one who loves you most
and also the one who loved me most...

" From play school
to primary school,
to secondary,
university,
to work
and even in dealing with questions of love,
everything big and small is written here.

Hubby has also written a letter for me:
"My dear,
to marry you is my biggest happiness,
forgive me for the pain I have caused you,
forgive me for not telling you my illness
thank you for loving me..."

These presents,
I'm afraid I cannot give them to our son
personally,
could you help me to give them to him
every year on his birthday.

At the hospital,
I brought our son over
and place him beside him.

I said:
"Open your eyes and smile,
I want our son
to remember
being in the warmth of your arms..."

He struggled to open his eyes
and managed a weak smile.

Our son still in his arms
was happily waving
his tiny hands in the air.

A fatal misunderstanding
and the person
who loves me the most in this world
has gone..
forever.

misunderstandings
one after another
disrupted the blissful footsteps to our family.

Our original intend of having Mother
enjoy some quiet and peaceful moments
in her remaining years with us
went terribly wrong
as destiny's secret is finally revealed
at a price,
every thing became too late.

This is a true story.
LEARNING POINT -
DO NOT EVER HOLD ON TO GRUDGES.

I am totally speechless,
this story brought tears to my eyes
as I read through each line
eager to know what would happen next.
It truly showed
the devastating power of grudges and anger!

Simple humility
and communication would have resolved
most of the problems in that story,
as well as patience....

In life,
offenses are inevitable.

But holding a grudge is a choice we consciously make.
Learn to LET GO....

To forgive others is to forgive YOURSELF.
Nobody is perfect.

♥♥♥

But now it's over..

2009-08-30T23:32:00.008+08:00

29th August, Saturday --- yesterday.

Went with Hor Yean to our first ever floorball training.

Xing (Hor Yean) was so into it.

She practiced practiced practiced.

She even did a research on floorball!

And was telling me about floorball while we were practicing.

And she got frustrated when I don't know what she was talking about.

Yeah.

And it was drizzling.

So it ended early.

Saw wayne, lyeaun, deswyn, zeph, winnliang and winnkeat.

And a cute little boy who followed them there.

the 'court'.

Tania teaching me and xing...

Passing the ball..

the wet court.

the cute tree =D

Walked back to Xing's house after the training ended.

Stopped by KFC for my lunch.

I love cheezy wedges.

Managed to dragged Xing with me =D

Louis fetched us from her house at around 6.30p.m.

We did not wear 'nerd'.

We just went for fun.

We were divided into 4 groups.

Tall boys, tall girls, short girls, short boys.

yeah.

Xing was so happy she got into 'tall girls'

I'm just glad we were in the same group.

Pastor Victor (Best-dressed male) and his wife.

Sharon (Best-dressed female)

Sarah, our group leader.

Wei-Lynn, our newspaper nerd model =D

One of the games was eating a whole garlic and some really sticky, gooey, icky stuff.

what I saw in it was garlic, biscuit crumbs, oats, peas, and wasabi.

But I'm sure there's much much more which I couldn't see =S

Yeah.

Our group failed miserably.

couldn't finish the 'thing'.

We tried eating the 'thing' with biscuits.

Eulene looks so cuuute!

That's Xing behind =D

Looking at the 'thing'..

After that we went for supper.

I and Xing shared milo and a bowl of pineapple rice.

Then we went home! =D

the end.

love,

me =D

i used to be love drunk... ♥

2009-08-26T21:22:00.003+08:00

New Cam!! =D

mom bought from PC fair.

Not the camera I asked her to buy...

But.. whatever =)

Fooling with my mom in a very very messy room.

Still in that messy room.

Its not my room!

If its okay with you...♥

2009-08-23T18:39:00.005+08:00

To celebrate the success of Annual Luncheon,

our girl guides teacher adviser, Pn. Wong Su Jane

took us to Seoul Garden, Gurney! =D

Just got me thinking...

where's the cake they promised us for Prefect's Annual Dinner?

anyway..

Seoul Garden!

Potato Salad! =D

Our deserts!

Yummm!

Too bad Irene couldn't make it... =(

Then we walked around Gurney.

In a dressing room somewhere..

The end...

Thanks Suha for the pictures.

Ek is lief vir jou...♥

..absence makes the heart grow fonder? ♥

2009-08-21T23:23:00.008+08:00

Additional photos of annual luncheon =D

The grand ballroom!

We committee getting ready.

Thanks again Vivien!

I know you're looking at this

and smiling to yourself.

ha =D

The opening speech thingy.

Other announcement and stuff.

Dancing.

Don;t ask me why I did it,

I did it because Hean Tee asked.

More group photos!

My so-called daughter.

My baby sister actually.

Cute kan?

Me and Xiu!

waitwait.

noticed SHIVY have the same flower bracelet?

I don't know whose idea was this,

but I love it! =D

with love,

vernern♥

if today was your last day...♥

2009-08-15T10:31:00.005+08:00

Guide's Annual Luncheon on the 1st of August at Hotel Royal! =D

Suha and I giving the opening speech.

And of course.. the food.

these are only pictures of the desserts =P

The homecoming King and the homecoming Queen.

The organizing committee..

from left:

YeeHui, Lokesh, Irene, YiXiu, Suha, moi, HorYean, Shankeri, SaikAnn, Michelle, SheirFern.

SHIVY =)

overall it was okay I guess...

Some say it was better than Prefect's Annual Dinner..

What do you think?

thanks to the people who came to support us..

special thanks to Vivien for the makeup =)

the end?

Ik ben verliefd op je...♥

Forever and Always...♥

2009-07-21T20:43:00.005+08:00

18th July 2009
Saturday.. =D

Suha, Irene, Previn, Hean Tee and I went for another heritage walk of our own.
We walked to Little India.
As it was still early,
we walked to Gurney Plaza.
According to Prev,
we can reach in 10minutes.

Guess what?
We walked for about an hour.
And we gave up.
We took the cab instead =D

On the way to gurney...

At about 6.30pm,
we took the same taxi to esplanade.
BON ODORI! =D

We saw this cute baby as we were sitting down.
Irene fell in love with her =D

Previn, Suha, Irene and Hean Tee!

I stayed for the fireworks this year! =D
Thank Suha for the pics!
Thanks Louis for accompanying me!

That's all.
short and sweet =)

Aloha wau ia 'oe ...♥

taking back my love... ♥

2009-07-13T16:39:00.003+08:00

To SHIVY, Hean Tee, Michelle, Previn , David, Ai Leeng and Nick..

I told my mom!
Don't ask why.
I just did.
She didn't really say anything about it.
Just the usual advice.
Study hard,
Don't text till I forgot to sleep,
Go out in groups.
Blahhhh..

=D
i'm just glad I told her.

taim i' ngra leat ...♥

you belong with me...♥

2009-06-09T01:41:00.001+08:00

SACC's family day 2009 on the 30th of May? =P
well... just saw some pictures in bernard's facebook
and decided to upload it =)

here they are..

we buried Louis =)

Joel trying to bury Louis's face too?

Louis - r.i.p. kidding!

Group pic!
from left,
(vernsern, joel, ezra, louis, samson, moi and tze xin)

Tschüss!
Ich liebe dich...♥

should've said no...

2009-06-09T00:34:00.008+08:00

By now you guys probably have heard of SHIVY...

or you have been living under a rock =)

Just in case you guys really really don't know,

SHIVY is our group name.

It stands for..

Suha

Hor Yean

Irene

Vern Ern

Yi Xiu

we have been together since form1..

and we believe in staying together through thick and thin!

and nobody NOBODY is gonna tear us apart.

i.love.u.guys. ♥

forever and always.

---------------------------------------------------------------------------- ♥

So we had our SHIVY's outing on the 7th of June..

also to celebrate Hor Yean's birthday =)

Xiu made a ruling stating everyone must wear dress.

oh well..

We went for dinner at noodle station!

noodle station!

Our drinks =)

Suha (i call her suuu)

Hor Yean (i call her xing)

Irene (I call her Mii)

Vern Ern (i call myself me/myself/I) XD

Last but definitely not the least,

Yi Xiu (i call her xiu)

Xiu paid for our dinner at noodle station!

thank you!

Next,

Secret Recipe for dessert!

This time Suha gave us a treat =)

thanks suuu!

Yummmm! =P

Then off we went to Tesco.

Just walk around a while

and took some pictures.

Xiu, moi, Hor Yean, Suha and Irene

(SHIVY in no perticular order)

SHIVY in order =)

i.love.shivy.

and I am determine to stay together till death do us part =D

J' t'aime bien♥
au reviour!

........................

my life would suck without you..

2009-06-08T09:47:00.008+08:00

Celebrated Hean Tee's birthday on the 2nd of June at Queensbay.
People who went were
Suha,
Hor Yean,
Irene,
Shier Fern,
Yee Hui,
Michelle,
Su Hui,
Bryan,
Ivan,
Deborah,
Momo,
myself,
...and of course the man himself - Hean Tee =)

Met Lyn at Popular =)

me and lyn!

i love them =)

Suha and I

We split up,

some went skating,

some went to the movies,

and we...

(suha, hor yean, irene, deborah and I)

went shopping! XD

We went in lots of shops..

here are the pics..

Ta-da!

Suha, Irene and Hor Yean!

I was with Deborah in another changing room.

Irene (looking hawttt),

Deborah, me and Suha (wearing the same skirts)

Irene, my hottest mum ever!

Me and Deborah =)

Suha, Irene, Deborah and I

SHIV.. mana yi xiu?!

in the toilet =)

we had fun =)

thanks Hean Tee for inviting us =)

and thanks Suha for the pics =)

au reviour..

Je t'aime!

Happie Bday Idiot!

2009-06-02T00:33:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Hean Tee!
My best friend =)
tada~!

He was upset that I was NOT the 1st one who wished him.
Sorry dude.
you don't need to stay up on my birthday just to wish me THIS YEAR.
as a payback.

well,
what to say about this guy?
we've been friends since form1.
He's a great friend.
we argued a lot.
but yeah.
our friendship is stil as strong as ever.

Happy Birthday!
BFFL!
will always be there for you =)

I'm only me when I'm with you...

2009-06-01T22:03:00.013+08:00

I know,
I knowwwww...
You guys are just dying to know what happened that day =D
Well...
As I said,
the schedule may change,
and it did.
It changed earlier.
When to gurney at 11am.
minus my 'me' time.
pfffffffffffft!

okok.
So picked up hean tee,
and went to school.
mind you,
not entering the school compound or anything!
when there's only about 1hour left till school ends,
there's no way I'm embarassing myself by being late for like.... 6hours? teehee.
Met Lawrence outside the school (near the shops).
Psssssst..
Lawrence is the only form4 prefect who went to school.
So he's outside school running errands for Mr. Naresh,
well not exactly Mr. Naresh...
rephase that,
running errands for the prefect's annual dinner later =)
He was annoyed that none of us informed him that we were not coming.
Well... hah.
We passed the stuff to Lawrence.
And headed for Gurney!
weeeeeeeeeeee~!

Prev messaged me in the car,
weird right?
he was sitting right in front of me.
when I received his message,
i was like 'wth?'
lol.
We argued on where to have lunch.
Was damn hungry.
He wanted chillies,
I wanted A&W.
I love that place.
the rootbeer *drools*
I won =)

The greedy side of me

Hean Tee has no life =)

okok.

So we walked around aimlessly for hours,

went to MPH.

Then decided to watch movies.

Prev wanted to go to arcade.

I hate arcade,

so yeah.

I and Hean Tee went to watch 'Night at the Museum2'

while Prev meet up with Lawrence and went to playyyy.

We met up again after the movie and headed for G hotel.

The lobby was very cosy.

Prev and myself made ourselves at home =)

Playing with Lawrence's cube

Saw something.

Been seeing lots of things x)

Me and Hean Tee

Us again!

We went to the room provided,

bath and got ready.

Mom arrived as planned.

Make up, change clothes, bla-bla-bla.

As there was only 1bathroom,

I changed in the closet.

Believe it or not =D

With someone watching the door, of course.

there are pics of us me jumping on the bed,

but it is too ugly to be displayed =)

then then then...

SMKHK prefect's annual dinner 2009!

Was soo excited as we hurried down to the ballroom.

Some of the prefects were already there when I made my grand entrance *bluek*

Helped out with the registration a bit.

Then realized I haven't plan my openning speech yet.

wait wait.

I'm forgetting something.

I present you...

*drumrolls*

...

The emcees of the night!

Brandon and me! =D

Was freaking nervous.

Brandon helped me a lot with the opening speech.

I keep repeating to him,

'i'm so scared, i'm so scared'.

He was quite comforting in a way.

which was... unusual?

totally not like him.

Well,

i was very,

i mean very nervous at first,

then it went okay later.

in fact,

it was fun.

The food was... was...

well,

let's say I was to nervous that I only took 2mouthfuls.

Yeah,

a big waste.

But I could tell you the lagsana was freaking awesome.

Took pics in between.

Hean Tee and I again.

Well...

Time flies when you are having fun.

The dinner ended really soon.

Cameras keep clicking outside the ballroom.

we wanna remember this day.

Me and Hean Tee again. (don't we just love boring you to death?)

(clockwise from top left) moi, may phing, iylianna and Hean Tee

There's are some unwanted people in this pic.

See that?

rightttt... there =)

whatever.

Well, there's the obvious (sue, moi, Pn. Shirley, hean tee and prev)

Group picture: iylianna, may phing and the form4 committee.

Later we went back to that dear little room.

and got ready to leave... aiks.

But before that,

we fooled around a little.

let's rephase that,

...A LOT.

there's just something about the manisha face expression.

Don't you think?

And just ignore my freakin face.

We had a competition too!

Who can finish drinking the bottle coke first.

it's not that easy, mind you.

they have to use baby bottles.

It was a game part of the dinner but it was canceled due to the time.

well..

There's baby(chet) and brandon.

only 2 of them are sporting enough to take part.

Well..

obviously Chet won.

Brandon cheated =)

after we pack,

we took some pictures at the lobby.

Sue, Manisha, Sue Ki, mua and Atiqah.

last photo of the day.

THE END.

I miss P.A.D.

soo baddddd.

XD

2009-05-29T08:36:00.004+08:00

That's right people,
Midyear exams are OVERRRRRRRRR!
Made lots of plans for the holidays!
Outings, camps, competitions, birthdays and more camps =)
Can't wait! *jumps around*
Skipped school today...
mind you,
with my mum's permission =)
can't believe she actually agreed to this...

Going to gurney after lunch!
Then Prefect's Annual Dinner later at 6!
*gets really really excited*

and guess what...
I just bought my dinner dress last night...
and I love it! ♥
bought new shoes to match too...
and the great part is,
its not my money...
my mum's paying for all that... =)
Thanks mummieeeeeeeeee!

So here's my schedule for today...
12pm Prev fetching me to gurney ,meet up with the others
4pm Meet up with the committee at G hotel
Mum arrives with dress and makeup =)
6pm Dinner starts!
12am Home Sweet Home!

short and sweet♥
schedule are just plans and may change from time to time XD

Photos will be uploaded very very soon! i hope.
That's all for now!
p/s: love my new layout? =D
Lyn, i.miss.ya!

xoxo

Who am I?

2009-04-12T20:23:00.005+08:00

Who Am I - Casting Crowns Music Code

Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.
Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wandering heart.

Bridge:
Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.

Chorus:
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.

Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again.
Who am I?
That the voice that calmed the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me.
Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.

Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.

HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE!

Liar =)

2009-04-09T22:30:00.002+08:00

"If you can smile when things go wrong, you have someone in mind to blame."
"If there's a problem and you still can smile , that means you don't care what others think........"
Oh G-A-W-D!

Dear pinocchio,
I know, I know...
I got like a million names for you...
but you know who you are =)

It's been like... one week?
and you're still not admitting that you lied...
don't say I'm accusing you,
we got evidence =)
I guess I'm in no position to judge you...
one verse from the bible I saw that day,
Proverbs 19:5, "A false witness shall not be unpunished, and he that speaketh lies shall not escape."
so sweetie,
may God bless you...

you may continue to act like nothing has happened,
it's totally up to you,
but your judgement day will come.
you may not believe in God,
but I do... =)

"Judge not, and ye shall not be judged: condemn not, and ye shall not be condemned, forgive, and ye shall be forgiven."
~Luke 6:37~

=D

2009-04-05T17:30:00.002+08:00

edited 4 pics today... =)

"Everyone makes mistakes. The trick is to make mistakes when nobody is looking."

HATERS

2009-04-04T18:21:00.002+08:00

Dont spit on me and shame yourself

Because you wish you were someone else

You look so clean but you spread your dirt

As if think that words dont hurt

You build up walls no one can climb

The things you do should be a crime

You're queen of superficiality

Keep your lies out of my reality

And when you're nice it's just a pose

You're one of those

Haters

Traitors to the human race

Haters

What a drag

What a waste

I'd like to see them disappear

They dont belong anywhere

Haters

Spinning a web thats hard to see

Of envy, greed and jealousy

Feeling angry but you don't know why

Why dont you look me in the eye?

haters from hilary duff =)

just for you! (you know who you are)

...

2009-03-08T18:48:00.008+08:00

10 subjects all together

9 darn subjects I hate

8 subjects I seriously need to work on

7 subjects without tuition

6 more hours till midnight

5 subjects which I'm totally don't know what the *tuuut* the teachers is talking about

4 *tuuuuuuut*-ing days

3 science papers

2 angry parents

1 DEAD MEAT!

I'm doomed!

Last Friday...

2009-02-15T11:55:00.007+08:00

Stayed back for prefect's marching last friday...
after school 1-2pm went to the camporee meeting...
all of us form4s wanted to go as exco,
but there were only 5 places.
so happy suha, hor yean, lyn, rene and I got it.

after the meeting,
Hor Yean went home..
Suha, Rene, Sin Beng, Lawrence, Previn, David, Selvan and I walked to Dominos for lunch.
Lawrence ran all the way =)

here are the pics:

Rene and Suha

Rene, Momo, Suha

Thanks Prev for the pics! =)

Happy Valentines Day!

2009-02-15T11:29:00.002+08:00

Happy Valentines Day to everyone!
going around wishing everyone in school yesterday...
Too bad Leeng and the 3Bs went to Bkt. Merah =(
Thank you Ling and Janice for their 'valentine's day gift' =)
I love it!

ByeBye!

2009-02-04T20:20:00.003+08:00

Eventho I dislike mr. michael for scolding pn. au before she left school...
I am still gonna miss him when he's gone...
(tomorrow is his last day)
He's a great English teacher...
He's teaching style is really different...
He makes his lessons so interesting...
and his last lesson in our class today really struck me...
Aikxx..
its just too bad he only taught us for 1month+...

I'm really gonna miss him...

Tagged!!

2008-12-19T10:12:00.002+08:00

Tagged by Suez and Tze Yen...
decided to do Tze Yen's,
as it is shorter... =P

1.The last person to tag you is?
Sue

2. Your 5 impressions of him/her?
*speechless*

3. The most memorable thing that he/she has ever done for you?
Always there for me when I need her?

4. The most memorable words that he/she spoke to you?
I love you? XD

5. If he/she becomes your lover you will....
Love her/ Die (her BF will kill me!!)

6. If he/she becomes your enemy you will..
No way! BFFL!

7. If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on...
*speechless*

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, its because...
*speechless*

9. The most desirable thing for him/her to do is
???

10. Overall impression towards him/her is
Good?

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
how would i know?

12. The character for you for yourself is
idk.

13. On the contrary, the character you hate for yourself is?
everything?

14. The most ideal person you want to be is...
*speechless*

15. For the person who cares about and likes you, say something about him/her.
...

16. Ten people to tag :
#1 - Amanda
#2 - Suha
#3- Sue Yi
#4 - Hean Tee
#5 - Jia Jin
#6 - Michelle
#7 - Rachel
#8 - Evelyn
#9 - Previn
#10 - YOU!

17. Who is #2 having a relationship with?
me? XD

18. Is #3 a male or a female?
Female!

19. If #7 and #10 got together, would that be a good thing?
you think?

20. How about #5 and #8?
LOL. ask them...

21. What is #1 studying about?
idk.

22. When was the last time you had a chat with them?
some time ago?

23. is #4 single?
i think so..

24. say something about #2.
my best friend?

TWILIGHT!!

2008-12-08T15:33:00.005+08:00

Watched Twilight with Suha, MohMoh and my boyfie on 2nd Dec.

I ♥ the movie!!

I ♥ Edward Cullen!

I ♥ twilight!

and I want the books!

and...

some of it is true? X)

and to those who don't get it...

♥♥♥

vern ern

BRATS Camp!

2008-12-04T20:49:00.020+08:00

Well... BRATS Camp (Bright, Roving, Annoying, TeenS) was held at The Farm, Lenggeng.
I attended this camp with my best friend, Suha!
We did everything together during the camp.
I think everyone thinks that we are lesbians.
Some of the camp officers tried to separate us...==

Suha's mom and brother came along too.
We took a plane to KL.
obviously I sat with Suha.
But no pictures as electronic stuff are not allowed in the plane.
This was only my second time travelling by plane.
But last time I travelled at night.
This time was in the morning and we could see the sceneries.
I soon got bored of that and went back to reading.
Leaving poor Suha entertaining herself =P
Sorry!

Well... when we arrive,
Suha's mom's friend took us to her house.
And her house was like .... wow!
so damn big!
She owns a cat too...
and first thing Suha did after we unpack is look for the cat!
After Suha's prayers and stuff,
we went to midvalley,
then to sunway pyramid.
We had dinner at SushiGroove.

Soo much food! Thank God I didnt have to look at the bill. Thanks to Suha's mom!

Me and Suha while waiting for the food.

After dinner,
Suha's mom went to J.CO Doughnuts to buy (duh~!) doughnuts for breakfast tomorrow.
And we saw this guy making doughnuts.
He was like looking at us then look back,
then look again.
So i wanted to take his picture when he was looking at us.
I failed.
And now Suha calls him my so-called boyfriend. ==

After that we walk around.
The mall's christmas theme has something to do with the circus.
I wonder why.

And the next day we woke up early to go to Menara Star,
then take the bus to The Farm.
The bus stopped somewhere beside the road.
And we were like 'reach already?! here's the farm?!'
Guess what?
We had to walk up a steep hill to reach the place!
Ok.
When we reach the place,
we found out it wasn't called The Farm for no reasons.
That place was fulled of animals.
And at night,
it was full of bees!
I got stung by one.
The boys got dorms,
and the girls have to sleep in the hall.
Isn't suppose to be the other way round?
But our hall was built above a lake, so it was quite cooling.

The camp was quite okay,
but I hate the part of the activity that we had to build a café.
We were split into many departments...
(entertainment, film, interior decorations, food and beverages, promotion, etc.)
Suha and I planned to be in the same group,
but got split up in the end because there's someone who can't bear to see us together. ==
Suha was forced to go in the entertainment department, I was in the promotion department. We had to catch our own fish...
But only some of us went fishing. Thank God!

Well...
here are our judges.
Our VIP, Uncle Andrew ,owner of The Farm (in the middle)
Our Genaral Manager (on the left)
The guy that succeed in separating me and Suha, Nicky (on the right)

We dread for the camp to end when we were planning the café.
But I love this part of the camp the most.
The drumming game! Weeeeeeeeeee!

Our group picture...

Spot us?

We are behind the twins (twin towers)!

Then the camp ended!

Suha and I were so glad!

In the bus home.

Then we had meet Suha's dad in hotel Boulevard (or something XP)

And we spotted Lee Chong Wei!

No pictures.

Didn't wanna be rude.

The Lobby.

After a good shower, we went to midvalley mall, Charles Jr. (or something) for dinner.

Suha love the burger,

but I don't really like it.

But I love the strawberry milkshake thingy.

After dinner,
we went back to the hotel and get ready to leave KL.
We took the train back.
Eventho we both have our own beds,
Suha and I shared bunks and we read magazines till we reach Butterworth.

The End!
Wow...
Looong...=X

Thanks to Suha and Izzy for the pictures!

♥♥♥
vernern.

vern ern's holiday camp marathon! =P

2008-12-03T14:07:00.009+08:00

NSCFL > Prefects Camp > Brats Camp

I have been spending my November holidays attending camps,
one after another.
Damn tiring, but I had fun!
Travelling from Seremban to Penang to KL ,then...

home sweet home!!

NSCFL (National School Christian Fellowship) was a blast!
to me, it was the best camp among all the other camps.
Eventho its a christian camp and you have to be all goody-goody, I still had fun.

This is the second time I been to this camp..
but this time is wayyy different..
As this time my brother (VernSern) came along...
I thought this was my worse nightmare at first, but later I changed my mind.
He helped me take my bags throughout the journey =D
And only a few people know about him as my brother.
so it was quite fine.

And also this time my roommate was someone I know...
I didn't actually know her that well at first,
but later learn to know her well...
everyone, meet my room mate!

YAN LING (CGL)

One of the meetings we had during the camp. Each group have to compose a song. We ate maggie mee while having the meeting.

And on the last night of the camp, we had a fancy-dress party... My group (RUBY)

all the girls from my group
(WenMin, Bernice, Beverly, me, Naomi)

us again!

My group with our group teacher (the one in yellow)

ruby ruby ruby !

Moving on to Prefect's Camp.

It was ____ *speechless*

I guess I stressed myself too much during this camp.

My members were all quite cheeky,

half way through the camp I gave up on winning and decided to have fun instead.

We won best banner. (nothing to give us so they let us win that)

But I love my sketch.

Suha and I planned the sketch together

"Another Romeo and Juliet story".

Sartish as Romeo,

Me as Juliet,

Melissa and Peri as Romeo's parents,

Rupini as Romeo's hired girlfriend, Mara,

and Nehru as Mara's boyfriend, Gary.

The story was simple yet complicated.

lazy to explain =X

Sorry, no videos or photos about the camp.

Well, that's all.

Will blog about BRATs camp *soon*

♥ ♥ ♥

vern ern

Tagged by Suezie♥

2008-11-05T09:44:00.005+08:00

Those who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
# Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people

1. Name the persons you tagged.
#1. amanda

#2. hean tee

#3. tze yen

#4. resha

#5. ai leeng

#6. jia yen

#7. michelle

#8. aaron

2. Describe yourself in one word.
# *speechless*

3. Who would you pick, someone who really loves you, or the one you love?
# duh~! someone who really loves me =)

4. Have you ever loved someone before but never had the courage to tell him/her?
# yeshh?

5. How if people reject your confess face to face?
# NEVER gonna happen!

6. God is giving u just 5 more minutes before going back to heaven, IF you love someone special, what will you say to that person?
# come 2 heaven with me? =D

7. What will u say to a person who doesn't want to believe u?
# pfft! who cares?

8. Who did you last hug?
# my pillow!

9. Someone knocks on the door at 2am, who do you want it to be?
# hmmm... no one.

10. Do you like your life at the moment?
# nop!

11. Best place to cry?
# my room

12. Do you want to see someone this very minute?
# yeshhh! SHIVYS!

13. Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you and meant it?
# yeshhh... bt i dont know if they meant it...

14. Ever hated someone so bad?
#duh~! of course...

15. The biggest & most hurtful lie you heard?
# ummm...i dont know...

16. What song is stuck in your head?
# tell me something I don't know - SELENA GOMEZ!!

17. The last person you went to the movies with?
# my friends ♥

18. The last person you went out with?
# my mom?

19. Have you ever been given a rose?
# no.

20. Your thoughts on online or long distance relationships?
# no comments

21. Do you believe in love at first sight?
# not really.

22. Are you currently in a relationship?
# nop!

23. If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
# to rule the world! pffft! no idea.

24. If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go?
# duh~! around the world!

25. Have you ever had your heart broken?
# nop.

26. What would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
# my friends!

27. Five facts About Me:
#1. my name is vern ern?
#2. i'm a girl
#3. i love my SHIVYS
#4. i'm born in the month of november
#5. loves food! =D

28. Five things that scare me:
#1. bugs
#2. ghost
#3. cockroaches
#4. the dark
#5. myself! X)

29. Two Songs Playing in My Head Lately:
# Tell me something I don't know --- selena gomez
# New classic --- drew seely & selena gomez

Five Things I treasure in my life
#1. myself
#2. my SHIVYS
#3. my friends
#4. my godbro n sis
#5. my life

Just Stand Up!

2008-11-01T13:42:00.018+08:00

Love the song 'Just Stand Up'!
I was in the car with my mom that day on the way to tuition,
then I heard the radio playing this song...
I was like screaming 'just stand up!'
my mom who was right beside me

in the driver seat was totally shocked...
then she replied:
'I can't stand up now, can't you see I'm driving? Whatever you wanna get, get it later.'
LMAO!

For those who had never heard of this song (how could you not?!)
"Just Stand Up!" is a song by Artists Stand Up to Cancer featuring vocals of various artists.

Its a great song,

you guys should seriously hear it...

xoxo♥

vern ern

abandoned blog...

2008-10-31T23:06:00.005+08:00

I abandoned my blog for more than 1 year...
I went to Sue's new blog today and remembered I had a blog too..
so I tried opening my blog again...

since now I'm free after pmr,
I think I will continue blogging again...
I wanted to delete all the childish post I wrote last year...
But then again,
its all memories...
so I decided to keep it.
Well... some of it then...
cause I later then decided to deleted a few embaressing ones...

Life after pmr is soo boring!
There is absolutely nothing to do at home...
I wanna go out,
but Suha and Irene is grounded,
Sue is busy,
without them...
it wont be much fun...
so I'm stuck at home..
All I do now at home is eat-sleep-play...
And my bedroom is in a sadstage now...
looks more like a pig sty..
I must clean it up soon...

well, I guess thats all...
nothing much to blog...

♥,
vern ern

KL !!

2007-06-01T23:39:00.005+08:00

I just came back from KL few days ago.
I went to KL for a scrabble competition.
We got 18th... Out of 20+ people.
Was quite dissapointed.
The first day of the competition, we did quite well ...
but then the second day, we did badly.
We got to know a lot of new friends, Resha, Fir Fir, Adele.
Quite fun ... But we lost !!
I'm sure teacher is not very happy about ... Nevermind.
My roommate was Yin Yee.
Yin Yee was quite fun.
We actually have a lot in common.
I learned a lot from her.
We played tricks on the boys and stuff.
After the competition, we went to Bukit Bintang before going back to Penang.
We ate at the Ship.
Then Yin Yee and Chee Meng ( Yin Yee's brother ) and I, went shopping
while Jeshua and Lye Boon ate starbucks.
They are not full yet, bottomless stomach!
We just did some window shoppping, in the end we bought nothing.
Even tho we lost, I still enjoyed the trip =]

much ♥,
vern ern

1st May, Labours Day

2007-05-01T19:33:00.007+08:00

I cried last night when my little god brother say he want to change school.
I managed to presuade him to stay.
I'm glad that he is staying.
My little god brother is the only person I trust with all my secrets in this world.
He is a great listener.
That's what I like about him.
Thanks for everything dii!! Love you !!
I want to be your sister forever.
But I just wont want to tell you that when you ask me.
Hmmm...
Maybe I will tell you later.
I just wanna say...
thanks for always being there for me!

I think i talk on the phone a lil too much.
I talked to Sue on the phone for about 1 hour today...
Then right after that I called to my dear little god brother for abt 1 hour too...
zzz !!
phone bill! phone bill!
But at that time my mum was not at home, so never mind.

thats all for today...

with♥,
vern ern